this is a pro-ana/mia place for girls to talk, discuss and enjoy.
here are my stats:
YOUR LIVEJOURNAL USERNAME: go_tko
YOUR AGE: 16
YOUR HEIGHT: 5'10.5"
CURRENT WEIGHT: 164 [ewww]
LOWEST WEIGHT: 164
HIGHEST WEIGHT: 186 [ewww]
BMI: 23.0 [gag]
SHORT TERM GOAL WEIGHT: 150
LONG TERM GOAL WEIGHT: 125/130
HOW LONG YOU HAVE BEEN ANA/MIA FOR (PLEASE SPECIFY WHICH): i've been ANA for 4 years and MIA for a few months.
HOW YOU THINK YOU BECAME ANA/MIA: i've been extremely self conscious and critical of myself since a very young age. my relatives [cousins] who are all around my age are naturally very skinny... and i always compare myself to them. seeing them in their swimsuits made/still makes me feel so fat. i could always see their ribs, and i just was dying to be like that. growing up the pressure by peers to stay thin got to me and i have been ANA ever since. i know it feels like a parasite and my parents always are trying to get me to eat... but it scares me to death to keep something in my stomach, so when i am forced to eat a meal i'll purge it.
now i can finally see my ribs a little!!! :]
still a long way to go;;